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2025-07-17 08:55 pm
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Sunshine Revival Challenge #5

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Challenge #5


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Journaling prompt: Be a carnival barker for your favorite movie, book, or show! Write a post that showcases the best your chosen title has to offer and entices passersby to check it out.

I haven't been much into movies/books/shows recently, so I can only give examples of ones I like but don't have a good memory of (and haven't finished lol).

Female General and Eldest Princess | 女将军和长公主


First thought was the Chinese novel FGEP by (fan translation at https://fgep.carrd.co/). As translated on that Carrd page:
To live on in this turbulent world, to take revenge for her family, to seek justice for her entire village of a hundred and eighteen people who had their lives cut short, Lin Wanyue took the name of her younger twin brother Lin Feixing to enlist in the military, vowing to kill every single Hun under the sky.

The Empress has passed into heaven, leaving the sixteen year old Eldest Princess and eight year old Crown Prince to depend on each other for survival.

The other Seigniors who were older than the Crown Prince look upon the royal seat with ravenous eyes, the position of these two siblings are in a precarious situation.

A crossdressing General and a strategic all-knowing Eldest Princess, drama, slow burn, romance, military, palace struggle, schemes, revenge, Happy Ending

It has a focus on war and politics, with a sapphic romance between the MCs as the B-plot. I suppose in that way, it's a little like a younger, lesbian version of MDZS. Eldest Princess Li Xian is wise, but Lin Wanyue is no fool either, once she gets the resources to develop her mind.

I would say that Lin Wanyue isn't masculinised that much, despite the cross-dressing and fighting, and Li Xian isn't feminised that much either, despite being a scheming princess who doesn't "move". I don't know how to describe it, but I feel like they are very normal people in this regard — they might be different if the circumstances changed, but ultimately are not restricted by generalising notions, which is more of a forefront concern for me when it comes to gay romance. Even now, it seems like there is too much "wife and husband" mentality forced on us.

I have to admit, I only got up to chapter 122/167, which I read in the span of 5 days back in February this year. But I'm hoping to find the will (and simply remember in the first place) to finish reading it soon, as I do have a desire to write fics for it. Though, I would probably have to reread most of it to really get enough detail for a canon-based fic aha.

The Apothecary Diaries | 薬屋のひとりごと


KNH is much more known.  I've watched up to S2Ep21. It's about the apothecary's adoptive daughter Maomao (who is skilled in medicine in her own right, but her position as an apothecary is limited due to being female) in a country based on Tang Dynasty China. She's forcibly turned into a worker in the imperial palace and ends up involved in a string of murders and other unpleasant plots of both internal and external strife. She has quite of a lot of practical knowledge that the sheltered nobility and uneducated commonfolk don't, as her medically-intelligent adoptive father and her other carers in the Verdigris House provided/allowed her opportunities to learn. Part of that manifests as her absolute obsession with being exposed to poisons. Maomao desires knowledge of how they work through experience, with the added bonus of building posion-resistence.

She has a male love interest, Jinshi, but honestly it's not that important so far. They're cute. I also like the wlw ship though.

Yu Yu Hakusho


Okay, might be a risk saying I like YYH, as the last time I watched it was like a decade ago, so I have no idea how it's aged to me and in general. Could not tell you anything specific, but it's about ghosts, demons, spirit powers... The MC literally starts off by dying on screen. I have the impression that it was funny and engaging. Ngl, I'm trying to get myself to rewatch it, specifically to see if it's got as much gay energy as I remember between 2 specific members of the main cast.

zavodilaterrarium: Eudae posing with her claymore resting over her shoulder. (DRK pose (confident))
2025-07-14 02:45 pm
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Sunshine Revival Challenges #1-4




Challenge #1


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Journaling Prompt: Light up your journal with activity this month. Talk about your goals for July or for the second half of 2025.

Creative Prompt: Shine a light on your own creativity. Create anything you want (an image, an icon, a story, a poem, or a craft) and share it with your community.

I don't have many goals that I'm actively working towards right now, but things I would like to do in the second half of this year include:
  • Finish all the novels my friend lent me

  • Finish weaving my stool

  • Finish sewing my skirt

  • Start sewing the matching shirt

  • Not fall behind on uni work again

  • Draw and write more

  • Work more on leveling up my FFXIV jobs

  • Do more exercise

  • Participate more in fandom / generally interact with others

  • Continue rewatching Yu Yu Hakusho

  • Keep up with watching Apothecary Diaries


I'm not in the mood to create anything at this moment, but I'll link some stuff I've made semi-recently.
[Art dump]
[June ffprompt art]
[comment-fic writing fills]





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Challenge #2


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Tunnel of Love
Journaling: The romance of summer! What do you love? Write about anything you feel sentimental about or that gets your heart pumping.

Creative: Write a love poem to anyone or anything you like.

Hm, I love a lot of things. I love my friends, video games, music, art, dancing, singing, science, textiles, reading, woodwork, chatting... I have a crush but it's not really important. Oh, y'know what's really good? Knicknacks with lots of functional parts. Bags with a billion pockets and straps and slots and hooks are the best, honestly. I always have the urge to get my grubby hands all over bags to judge them based on their knicknackery. Also, I've been thinking about sudoku again recently. Still slaps, one of my favourite filler activities, especially before bed.

If I had to say something serious, well... I love the memories I have of my maternal grandparents. They're dead now, but before, it was nice being around them. Willing to entertain and never harsh. I will always think positively of their massive backyard with fruit trees, a pond, the wilderness... Something funny to me is that I remember the word "succulent" because they had a couple of succulents in the garden area, and I found it rad when I saw them beginning vegetative propagation. I'm not particularly an outside person for a myriad of reasons, but it's good to just fuck around with some plants every now and then.

A poem? Hmm... I don't write love poems. The first thing that came to mind was the freedom and scenery of FFXIV's Azim Steppe in the Stormblood expac.

As the sun breaks the horizon
Sparks of colour burst forth, a sea of flames
Vibrant banners oscillate in the wind
The bestial cacophany flows across rolling fields, a mirror to the roaring in my lungs
Thrumming heartbeats pull at the strings of my throat
And my giddy laugh echos through the howling sky
Today burns, an everlasting warmth





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Challenge #3


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Journaling prompt: What are your favorite summer-associated foods?

The first thing that comes for mind for a summer food would be coco fresa (Spanish), which is basically coconut water and strawberry syrup. I don't know the origin of the drink, but I associate it with Colombia. I guess I would consider most sweet-ish fruits to be peak summer foods. Ice-cream/sorbet definitely has to be top of the list somewhere. Bubble tea is a bit summery, right? Ooo, rocky road is a fete classic. Since my Christmas is in summer, I suppose that makes fruit mince pies a summertime treat for me.

... Starting to realise all of these foods are sweet. Would say hot chips is a fav, but I also associate it with iceskating, which isn't summery at all.





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Challenge #4


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Fun House
Journaling: What is making you smile these days? Create a top 10 list of anything you want to talk about.

  1. Final Fantasy XIV!

  2. I don't usually play multiplayer games with strangers, but I love the controlled chaos of 8-24 man trials/raids. The more people die, the better, as long as it's recoverable.

  3. Reading

  4. I have a long list of comics I'm in the middle of reading, which I use as a filler activity most of the time. I'm not opposed to reading fics and original novels (in fact, I read about 12mil words of fanfic in 2022), but I'm not been in the mood to actively search for them in the past couple of years. My preferred genres are fantasy, romance, drama, and historical in general, and action only in comics.

  5. Chatting on Discord

  6. Every now and then, I enter a phase of talking to random people in Discord servers. There's something nice about jumping into conversations without having to worry about timing, talking over others, having a shared interest, etc. Also, I really like staring at my pfp, so sometimes I will up my activity if I change it, just so I can look at it more LMAO

  7. Dreamwidth

  8. I've tried doing stuff on other socmed, but they just don't give enough dopamine ngl. To me, Tumblr/HoYoLab/Bluesky and those "fast-paced" sites are content agregation, not somewhere I can actually post longass yaps (and journal sites like DW just have way more options inside of posts anyway). Really, the main reason I started posting my art in those places was just so I could share it in big Discord servers without worrying about anyone reposting my work with no way to trace it back to me.

  9. Honkai: Star Rail

  10. Yeah boo gacha, but I'm just too attached to the visuals (and I like turn-based games).

  11. Spider Solitaire / Sudoku

  12. Just good, simple activies. Uses my brain but not the critical thinking part.

  13. EPIC: The Musical

  14. So many banger songs.

  15. Writing / Art

  16. Not doing as much as I'd like, but it's always at least a little fun.

  17. Fashion

  18. Got quite a lot of new clothes this year. Usually I don't buy anything, but my mother seems to like picking outfits for me.

  19. Health

  20. Best I've been in years (which isn't saying much but I'll take it).



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2025-07-13 08:09 pm
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Birthdays and stuff

Yesterday, I traveled a few hours to visit a friend for their birthday. Was good seeing almost the whole friend group in person again (our schedules don’t match much). I was driven there, but took the train back, giving me a reason to continue reading a novel a different friend lent me a while ago.

It’s called Babel: Or the Necessity of Violence: An Arcane History of the Oxford Translators' Revolution by R.F. Kuang. I’m only about 100 pages in out of 500+, but it’s decently interesting so far. I like the writing style (not too much purple prose, nor too simplistic), though I don’t imagine I’d really be able to offer a judgement on the actual quality of the narrative and execution, since my literary analysis skills are not particularly practiced (I mostly read for entertainment only). At worst, I’ll take about 16 hours total to finish reading it, but I could do it under 10 or even 6 if I feel like overheating my brain.

Next Saturday, I will probably be attending a birthday dinner. I’m not good with birthdays and dates in general so I haven’t prepared anything yet. I didn’t even prepare anything for the birthday from yesterday. At least my friends don’t mind much about gifts, and I don’t care about getting things in return. I’m thinking I’ll make something, not sure what. Mother suggested a felt plush as my sister bought a lot of materials recently, which could work if my friend’s dog doesn’t decide to rain destruction on it. I don’t necessarily have to give anything on the day if I can’t finish something in time, but I might prepare some money or a purchased gift anyway. Their mother is the type to be wary of anyone who doesn’t spend at least an equal amount of money on her that she did on them (iirc handmade didn’t really count to her, unless it was obviously expensive material or a lot of effort), so she didn’t really like me at the start. But after she found out about my poor health, she gave me a lot more slack and even approved my friend giving me some expensive stuff with no strings attached. Still, I’d feel a bit uncomfortable potentially showing up at their house with nothing when the parents might say something.

Honestly, if I’d given myself time and materials and practiced the skills I want, I would have done a lot for this friend (really all my good friends). It would be so nice if I could regularly gift handmade clothes and physical paintings and clay models and even woodwork projects, but in all those cases, I don’t have the materials, skills, time, or motivation. It’s something I need to work on, sigh. I just don’t like buying gifts much since I’m not confident in my shopping taste for other people. There’s definitely more cool things online that would certainly make great presents, but I’m too scared of scams for that — I don’t even buy stuff for myself online unless I get direct guidance from the more experienced shoppers in my life.
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2025-07-11 07:42 pm

Late June / Early July Writing Prompt Fills




Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint, Han Suyeong+/Kim Dokja+/Yu Junghyeok, Lemonade of War
[Set vaguely in post-canon / No Apocalypse AU.]


author's choice, any (+/ any), ice-cold lemonade

Kim Dokja watches as Han Suyeong unwraps yet another lemon candy. He's starting to think she has no self-control — if she could hear this thought, no doubt she would do something egregious again to the character in her novel that she based on him — when they both feel a burning stare from the direction of the drink stalls nearby.

"Hey, did you use the kitchen or something? Why is that prick so pissy today?" Han Suyeong doesn't even bother whispering, so 'that prick' — less accurately but more commonly called Yu Junghyeok — uses the special, hateful look reserved just for her. "I thought you promised to not make anything explode again."

Something about her expression disturbs Kim Dokja. "… You bet that I would, didn't you." She coughs into her fist. "I am not a child."

"Yeah, and you were — what, 28?— when you burned the dumplings you were boiling? I'm actually really surprised you're still alive, but I guess you have someone who wouldn't let you die even if you wanted to." She doesn't say it, but Kim Dokja gets the impression that she's not just talking about Yu Junghyeok, who's stopped committing war crimes with his glare and is instead approaching rapidly. Wait, approaching?

It's only after Kim Dokja starts shuffling away and Han Suyeong screeches expletives in a meager attempt to ward the evil away that they notice Yu Junghyeok is wielding cups, rather than swords.

With a mocking smile, Kim Dokja coos, "Aw, our Junghyeok-a just wants to ensure we're hydrated~"

The regressor's eyebrow twitches, but he still holds out the cups. Turns out he bought some lemonade with ice. Even bastards hide hearts of gold, or something. "Don't die in a public space."

"Pssh, you think this slippery fool would do anything where we could stop him? Someone here needs to improve their pattern-recognition," Han Suyeong cackles, but snatches the lemonade before Yu Junghyeok can retract his tolerate attitude and crumple her like a soda can in broad daylight. Just as quick, she downs the whole cup, ice included. Kim Dokja manages to count to three before she lets out a pathetic whine and clutches her head like a scorned toddler. "Fuckin' brain freeze!"

"Seems like two people here need to work on pattern recognition." He finally grabs the lemonade intended for himself, recoiling at the first sip. "Suyeong, have all those lemon candies burned away your taste buds?" It's so sour, Kim Dokja's pretty sure it goes beyond what a normal lemon can do. A level of sourness that not even a mother lemon could love.

The moment Yu Junghyeok smirks, Kim Dokja reflexively kicks him straight in the knee. Not that it does anything to that monster. "Don't even pretend you meant to give this one to Han Suyeong, or that the stall ran out of sugar. This is a targeted attack, a declaration of war," he hisses as he shoves the cup back into Yu Junghyeok's still-open hands. He doesn't get a reply, but he's pretty sure Han Suyeong will agree that no reply is definitely proof that Yu Junghyeok is a heartless bastard through and through.

Though, he is thirsty, and bodily needs are more important than war… "Oh no, I think I might faint," Kim Dokja airily claims suddenly, back of his hand to his forehead. "I could hurt myself like this…" Yu Junghyeok rolls his eyes hard enough to cause a tectonic event, yet still pulls out a normal, probably-safe water bottle from somewhere and tosses it in Kim Dokja's direction.

"Ew, I'm gonna retch all over your shoes. You are far too fucking old to be acting dainty!" Han Suyeong recovers from the brain freeze just to make fun of him.

"You are literally two years younger."

"But I'm not tryna manipulate men with this gorgeous face, am I? Hey, don't you dare grimace at me! Not everyone can compare to your pookiebear Junghyeok, okay?!"

Kim Dokja could feel his ears bleeding. "I think that might be the worst thing you've ever said."


Persona 5 Royal, Akechi Goro/Kurusu Akira | Joker, Sometimes You Have to See for Yourself

author's choice, any +/ any, "Does anyone check for a pulse anymore? No?"

"Akechi?" Akira mutters to himself as he catches a glimpse of someone through the train window. Of course, it would be ridiculous for Akechi of all people to be here, right? He shouldn't even be alive… But, haven't a lot weirder things happened? They fought gods and witnessed the impossible made true, they themselves altered reality by fighting literal mental demons with little more than fake guns and brain magic! And… and if anyone would defy death even after all of that's over, it would be Akechi.

(The others would say it'd be Akira himself, but he knows that's not true. Akira has never defied death, so much as sidestepped it. He doesn't have the unwavering determination needed, just infinite chances.)

Though, for as much as Akira wishes to chase after that shadow, the train he's on has already starting moving. Outside of the Metaverse, jumping through windows just doesn't have the same appeal. Well, it might also jeopardise his attempt to not be caught by any remaining reporters or lackeys of their various real-world enemies. Trying to not hope for anything, he frantically texts Akechi through the number he probably stopped using by now.

Monday, 10:03

Akira: was that you at the train station just then
please


When he gets no immediate response, Akira slumps miserably in his seat. No, of course Akechi wouldn't have anything to say even if he was available through this line.

Still, he almost fumbles his phone 10 minutes later when it buzzes.

Monday, 10:13

Goro: Can you refrain from being so pathetic this early on a Monday?

Akira: i
oh my god
akechi????
you wake up at 5 evryday, 10 is NOT early for you
wait u didn't answer my q was that you or not

Goro: I don't have a reason to wake up so early anymore.
Yes, Kurusu, I use trains like every other person living in Tokyo, even when I should be dead.
It's… odd, seeing you so alone.
Nevermind.
I'm getting rid of this phone now. It's a liability.

Akira: you can't just dip and not tell me how to keep contact

Goro: I can, and I will. Something tells me you would manage to hound me in spite of that if you so desired to, Joker.
Oh, and does anyone check for a pulse anymore? No? Your little crew did a terrible job at ensuring I would never beat the odds.


Nothing Akira sends after that gets delivered. And yet, he can't tamp down the giddy smile that threatens to spill into delirious laughter.


The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild, Link, Without Knowing Why

Any, any, starless skies

Gazing over the quiet expanse of the night from where he sits up in a Sheikah Tower with his legs hanging over the edge, Link's steady breaths fog up the air before him. In such darkness, when the moon is waning and barely peaking around dense clouds, there is little to see beyond the everpresent Sheikah glow, and far-off town torches. Yet, it is still enough that the stars are fainter than he remembers in those sparce memories of a hundred years ago. Or, maybe the shine has dulled under the pressure that those selfsame years bear down on him with.

One hundred years of leaving Zelda to shoulder Ganon's malice, one hundred years of as many peoples living without a guiding hope, one hundred years in which Link hardly existed at all and yet still maintained the responsibility of his namesake.

The wonder of distant stars and galaxies fades into the recesses of his mind in the face of all-encompassing danger. In some way, a sky bereft of stars, empty of light and life, is morbidly comforting. Even if Link fails, they'll be no worse off than that cold and endless void, lacking in anything and everything.

When day breaks, the lone star called the Sun will resume the journey to restore the balance of time, and all the same, the lone hero of Courage will cleave through the darkness.

Link flops onto his back, pulling out his Sheikah slate to flip through his pictures. Delicious recipes and rare plants, friendly people and broken weapons, beautiful sunsets and damp caves, quiet locales and roaring waterfalls, there's not a moment preserved of that childhood he wishes he could return to. Innocent youth may cling to his body, as if a ghost of himself, but the struggles he'd thought only adults had rip and tear at his skin.

On a night like this, when the cold burns and loneliness is embroidered onto the fabric of reality, the only stars in the sky appear as twisting forms in the distance, shimmering draconic figures with a scale for every constellation that shies away from Link's eyes.


Final Fantasy XIV, G'raha Tia + Meteor Survivor | Warrior of Light, In Moments of Quiet

author's choice, any (+/ any), resting in a cool patch of shade on a warm and sunny day

Standing in the gentle shade of a lightly swaying tree, Meteor closes his eyes, content to bask in that wind which brings the scent of summer. Just barely out of reach, on a patch of short grasses, G'raha is splayed out, enjoying the full heat of the sun. As if in invitation, his tail flicks at Meteor's shoes.

"I don't like being cooked when I ought be relaxing." Meteor drops into a cross-legged sit, still hiding in the shadows.

"For shame. We've been gifted a beautiful day and you'd squander the spoils for the dreary pockets of stygian cover." Devoid of malice, G'raha chuckles airily. His fidgeting is audible, grass crinkling as he runs his hands through the dirt.

Meteor flicks open his eyes just as G'raha sits upright to stretch while he yawns. "Too beautiful a day to ignore, not beautiful enough to stay awake?"

G'raha just groans and falls back into the grass. "It's a wonder nobody knows how much of a jokester you are. A wordsmith worthy of being sung of by wandering minstrels purely by merit of intellect."

Smiling with naught more than warm air on his skin, Meteor lightly nudges at G'raha's shoes with his own. "They know plenty well, but 'Saviour of the Universe' has a better ring to it than 'Amusing Guy'".

"I suppose." G'raha pauses to breathe in the smell of grass. "You're far more approachable than I would have previously speculated. Even after everything, you're still…"

"Weird?" Shuffling closer and into the sunlight, Meteor leans over G'raha. "Just some guy?"

He's silent for a moment, but G'raha finally murmurs, "I was intending to say 'grounded', or 'yourself', but you do qualify for the lofty title of Weirdest Person In Eorzea."

"Is there a reward for my achievement?"

The laugh that shakes G'raha's body is quieter than the breeze. "What do you desire for it?"

"Dunno, maybe a bowl of high-quality soup." Meteor shakes his head as a stronger wind blows through.

"Indeed, sometimes simplicity is good." The far-away look on G'raha's face is obscured by the bright light shining his way, but Meteor still feels compelled to look away.

zavodilaterrarium: Castorice holds a fading Trailblazer in her arms. (Someone pays the price)
2025-07-07 01:21 am
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Gradual Recovery

Feeling fine enough now, I suppose. Just started day 5 since my wisdom teeth extraction (unless you want to count hours, in which case it's closer to halfway through day 4).

The mouth pain is mostly concentrated where the most impacted tooth was, understandably. The pain is tolerable when I'm taking meds for it, but kinda makes me wanna cry when that wears off — not exactly from the pain itself, rather it's the catalyst since the AuDHD is not making the sensory overload of everything about recovery easy to bear. It was at its worst about a day ago. Now I have a headache instead.

Medication risk talk
They prescribed me paracetamol+codeine pills in case the pain gets really bad, or at least bad enough that I can't sleep. I've only taken one dose so far, on day 3, since the pain was very bad. One of the side effects is drowsiness, though I didn't get the sense that I was drowsier (I was already out of it beforehand, having just woken up from subpar sleep) — I stayed up for 16 hours before falling asleep. A friend told me that their sibling went to the ER after taking codeine as the nausea lead to severe dehydration. Scary, but not surprising. Luckily I don't take antihistamines for my allergies, because apparently that's a risk factor for some not so pleasant outcomes when taking codeine. I have some other... situations that could be risk factors or adjacent. Didn't find anything giving a concrete warning though.

Hopefully I won't need to take any more codeine. Day 3 or so is supposed to be the worst for inflammation anyway.


I've mostly been doing what I normally do (which is to say, nothing strenuous). However, the whole "only soft/liquid foods if you can't swallow the solids without chewing and without moving your cheeks much" thing really drags out the time it takes to eat a filling amount of food. I don't like eating fast normally, and still, this is just ridiculous. If I try to eat at a reasonable speed, it feels like I'm pulling at the wounds.

I'm not really one to get squeamish over "gore" (I cannot stand puke/feces/rot/food mess though) if there's no disturbing context behind it, but the big exception is stitches.
They scare me. I hate touching them, I hate having them. It feels like every movement will violently rip them out. At least the gauze I have to keep in my mouth stops me from being able to sense the stitches for the most part.
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2025-07-03 05:29 pm
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The Wisdom Teeth Have Been Evicted

Medication, pain, and anxiety talk

Well, they're out now. Could not tell you what they were doing in my mouth because I kept thinking they were done with a certain part but they were evidently not. The last one actually hurt through the local anaesthesia, it was strange to feel it so clearly compared to the others. Can't wait for the numbness to wear off so I don't keep worrying that I'm going to spontaneously cut myself with my own hands. My chin is itchy but trying to scratch it is scary, but also makes it itchier... lmao

Actually, the worst part of the procedure itself was that for some reason, the angle I had to lie at made my shoelaces feel too tight, and that hurt. I felt too awkward to try and bring it up with my mouth numbed to the high heavens.

The diazepam (assuming I remembered right) they gave me to calm me down made my body feel like mild pins and needles all over, and the initial wave of this sensation also came with a sudden onset of anxiety that almost sent me into a panic attack. Most of the panic wore off quickly, but I think I should never take it again. Might have to do with the other medication I'm on. Can't remember if it was ever mentioned to the doctor beforehand.
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2025-07-03 06:13 am
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Wisdom Teeth

I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed. I hope I don't get obliterated. Either way, it'll be worth it — the erupting tooth has decided that it wants to send sharp, intense, stabbing pain directly to the closest eardrum. Kinda makes it hard to feel safe falling asleep when one accidental wrong move of my jaw causes pain that sleepy-me thinks is my eardrum like, exploding. It's made my already messed-up sleep schedule just that bit worse. Lately I've been sleeping in the day, and awake at night. When I have to stay awake during the day, my brain says, "Hey, let's just stay up 24 hours straight so you can sleep during the day instead of night". So, yeah.
zavodilaterrarium: Eudae posing with her claymore resting over her shoulder. (DRK pose (confident))
2025-06-28 09:40 pm

Raiding: Scathath's Newest Victims



Just had a run of Dun Scaith (last Lv60 AR) as WHM (because I made a new glamour) that was the spiciest it's been in a bit.

As a precursor to the dangers of Scathach, we almost wiped on Deathgaze Hollow (first boss). Not from any particular lack of skill or knowledge for the most part, but from the unpaired proxim for the second Void Blizzard IV ending up on the complete opposite side of the ship. I am sure anyone who sprinted or used a targetless dash would have been fine, but it is what it is. I usually forget that sprint is an option during battle, so I understand that. My course of action was to use Aetherial Shift immediately to give myself leeway, enough to hopefully Rescue someone. I had thought my cohealer WHM would make it, so I picked a random far-off DPS. Maybe unfortunately, I picked someone so far away that I had to wait for them to get closer, so I don't know if they made it.

Didn't you rescue them, why would you not know? Well, I was immediately distracted by seeing almost the entire raid fall into the abyss, leaving me as the only healer alive, so I was a touch preoccupied. I believe a SMN survived, but it still took a hot sec to raise everyone (we still ended the fight with dead people though lmao).

Ferdiad Hollow was fine, but it started off messy, with all 3 initial bleed AoEs getting placed in the middle of the crowd. From what I could tell from just staring at my party's HP rapidly draining, most people caught in the AoEs did not in fact move for an absurd amount of time. I don't blame anyone for forgetting how those AoEs work, but I implore anyone reading this to please pay attention to your own health, and if some strange thing appeared where you are standing that shouldn't be there.

Just before Proto Ultima, our DPS who had kept dying left after being AFK while dead.

Now, our beloved Scathach, queen of darkness (or whatever her title is). The battle was going fairly normally, maybe with a few more hits but that checked out with what had happened so far. Then the bane of "I turn my brain off if nothing's going wrong" players appeared: Connla, the add that causes the proxim and appears after its resolution. Not only does Connla pack quite a punch with its autos and thus need to be taken by a tank ASAP, but the raidwide it casts if you don't kill it fast enough is completely devastating and is pretty much the only way most parties could wipe against Scathath nowadays.

Evidently, we did not kill Connla in time. IIRC, Scathath immediately released a raidwide of her own after, which caused most of the deaths. Because I had not felt safe after being reduced to <20% HP from Connla, not confident in being able to get GCD heals out, I'd used Benediction on myself just before her raidwide went out, which ultimately saved my life and left me as the final healer yet again. Thus began the struggle. Most of the raid was still dead when add phase started, though we did get everyone up by the end. Most unluckily, "alive" did not mean "fast enough DMG" because maybe about half of us, including me, were oneshot by her Blinding Shadow at ~88% gauge. It felt both a little unfair but also affirming that my first death in the run was from something I categorically could not have survived without jacked food, different gear stats, or a shield from someone else (tank was GNB who probably used their shield already).

People continued to get picked off from who-knows-what, including my cohealer. Only Alliance C had their healers at this time, so I pointed out in alliance chat that we (B) had an LB3 that could save our party if only they helped out. My co gets rezzed and LBs (can't remember if any other alliance follows suit), but even then, somehow we fall at the hands of the second Connla again, ending in a wipe.

Of course, the second attempt whizzed by with 0 issues and Diabolos Hollow was also generally fine XD

Performance Evaluation:
I would consider my personal performance in this run as pretty good. There were a couple of fumbles where I could have healed more effectively and saved a few more people, but I think the number of rezzes I did during critical moments balanced that out. I don't remember doing anything particularly wrong mechanics-wise, which you'd hope for as I have played a lot of Dun Scaith in my two years of being locked into Free Trial and loving raids.

Anyway, that was fun and worth every second. Though, it would have been so good to have recovered in that first pull of Scathach. I think twice I've experienced a healer LB3 into wipe for her so far, with one of the various almost-recoveries involving me actually proccing Walking Dead on Connla because my healers were ignoring me completely (most were ignoring me and Connla actually, contributing to the wipe).
zavodilaterrarium: Herta smiling at memokeeper she trapped offscreen. (Herta v memokeeper (art))
2025-06-28 02:48 am

ffprompt art for June

Forgot to crosspost here, but I drew some FF characters I'm not familiar with for [community profile] ffprompts's June prompts [post]. Most happy with how Lenna turned out. Beatrix is meant to vaguely be in that fighting stance where you have two fingers out like claws (I don't know if that's just a fantasy thing or not, but I know there are different hand positions).
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zavodilaterrarium: Eudae looking off to the side, pondering with her greatsword. (Default)
2025-06-26 10:39 pm

FFXIV Writing Snippets

I wasn't ever going to post this writing online, but Dreamwidth feels like the best place if any (other than maybe Ao3, but something about that feels a bit too exposed).

Eudaemonia Euphrosyne [Yuyuda Yuda] (Dunesfolk) is my FFXIV WoL, and (the tentatively named) Yoyoberi Momoberi is her twin brother. Other OCs are Sophrosyne (Chocobo), Borlaaq Saikhanbayar (Xaela), and Benitoki Kagemasa (Raen).

None of what I write is particularly... accurate, as my memory of the story is patchwork at best, so they're more character studies and theoreticals than anything. I also haven't written much of anything this year, with anything about FFXIV being from 2024 (ages/dates in titles are of Eudae, not me).

Canon-Adjacent Writing )

Urban AU Writing )